Waiting...

...it sucks!!
So I went out on this amazing first "date/meeting" with a guy who is amazing. I thought we had such a great day, conversed well, enjoyed each other's company...etc. Goodness, the "date" was 13 hours long!! It was a fantastic day!! I was really nervous before he arrived because we had been getting along SO well via email - I was afraid things might not click in person, that it was too good to be true - but after finally meeting I thought we clicked really well, a great fit. Anyways, I wrote an email to him today around lunch just thanking him for a great day, telling him I really look forward to seeing him again etc.... and now, its almost 8:30 at night and he still hasn't emailed back. Now I know its normal to wait a day or two for a response to an email but we had been emailing 2x/day for the past week and now suddenly nothing, silence. It makes me start doubting myself and questioning what I could have possibly said or done to push him away. I thought I got the vibe that he wanted to get together again soon and plan other outings - he said stuff like we should go hiking, you can visit me at work this weekend and we can get a meal together etc. So now I am wracking my brain to figure out what's wrong with me that I screwed this up. I'm sure I should take the advice I've given others to just chill-out & wait patiently, he's probably just busy - but this waiting thing sucks. I can't help but think...he's emailed me everyday (2x/day) before we met, now we have met and the emails have stopped...must be me. I'm sure its nothing, I'm TRYING to be positive but I am NOT a patient person, especially when its personal. OH the agony - I don't thing guys realize how much stress it causes. HOPEFULLY my next blog with contain some good news but for now I just really needed to vent my frustration/sadness as I try to pass the time waiting...which if I haven't mentioned it, SUCKS!!